A place where i belong ~~

i don go to school on wednesday
i went to my music school, saxon conservatoire
this is a place tat i love to go vry much
except home...
this is the place whr i belong.

we practised some songs for x'mas
and chat ...
today hav not much customer
but i enjoy cooking,,
carbonara, tomato sauce..

nothg special for today..


pic 1
the cake beside is made by a parent
n the word by our teacchersasa n i , eating ice cream
listening to cheng mun
teacher david

pic 2
sasa n yinhang help to wash the dishes
pic 3
sasa n i eating ice cream

pic 4
teacher david
pic 5
listening to cheng mun

Peace

the wether is nice these few days...
i can stil remember the past 3 weeks...
the rain pours evry evening when evryone are about to go home

so, wat happend at last!!
we caught in the rain!!
it's late for home!!
after waiting for 1/2 hour,my frens and i decided to walk to the bus stop...to seek for transport
we're wet n tired
but i recalled wat i hav experience during 2ndary school...
it was so nice.

and these happen and last for 3 weeks...
like a drama series...
i feel like having RAIN PHObia
whenever it rains
i feel a strange anxiety...
mood bcome down....

yesterday i went shopping wit seong..
i m actually feel stress to hang out wit her..
she's so pretty, sexy ..like a model..

we went to a shop tat sells jeans
the stuff was so rude!!
she was like not welcome wit my presence...
but forget bout it..
the glad thg is
i bought shirts n skirts tat suit me..

class actuLLY starts at 8am today
but don know wat happen to my alarm
i didnt bells!!
when i awake, it's edi 7.30!!
it 's too late!!
so i just continue to sleep..
haha

after prepared,
ii went to school for the next class..social psychology
teacher talk bout theories of sexuality...
it's related to one's culture...
woman hav less sexual desire than man...
sex contra wit lov for woman]: woman cant hav sex wit a man tat she doesn't love...

it's quite an interesting tutorial.
and then i went to library for some revisoin of text..
i suddenly got a call frm my x classmate..
miss them so much!!
they asked to hav a tea!!
so glad to meet them
they say they miss my sense of humour which makes them laugh evrytime
but i think
do i really is tat funny?
on the way home
while waiting for the train to arrive
the wind blows...
it's so comfortable n nice...
feeling good

today is really a special day
i meet many old or former frens...
chee kit, miao, woon khey( drink tea at school)
mei yin ( night market)
cindy ( met her in bus--cant really recognise her!!)
jiayu, yuean yee and sook bing
choon siam
i called mei yin to the NIGHT MARKET..
luckily she free to accompany me..
i bought a nice slipper and shoe...
we chat a lot bout our past


i try to upload some photos to share

Finally started!!

haha
finally i start my 1st blog in Blogger..
i really don know what to share at first..
but then suddenly...
i hav the idea...

the beauty of writing blog are..
u wont lost wat u hav record for ur daily events...
n somtime v might find it annoying to keep such many of paper and words
so , starting a blog is a bright choice!!

I always surf ebay lately
searching a nice and reasonable price VIOLIN

I m glad at 1st cuz i found an old antique violin from german over hundred years ago..
the price was only 15USD
and after listen to its tone!!
it was amazing!!
althought i did think of it might be the pro skill of the owner..
but it's nice!!
im so exticing..
but few days later..
it rise to 25o USD !!it was yesterday
i checked it today..
335 USD..
sad n hopeless...

i m getting fatter...
hard to find shirt and pants tat make me looks good
but today i went to times square wit seong...my dear fren..
hahhahaahahahah
i bought 4 items..
2pants, one long and one short..

1skirt and one jacket..

these few days ...
i m more obvious wit my purpose of life...
sometimes i might wander..
why i go to school for?
i choose this course by myself,
but why m i still feel like lazy to study..
like ppl forcing me to study?

how this prob solve?
i attend my fotang佛堂 talk...it's like a lesson,
it's about is being a vegetarian wil hav good health?
the lecturer shows many nutritional facts...
n suddenly i miss the time when i hav science in 2ndary school...
i hav a please mind suddenly...
i told myself i hav to work hard now...
and later...what i've learn nnow...wil b vry useful...

i always say gambateh to myself..
but
does it really work?
struggl3_R
a nickname tat i use the most...n the longest term..
since 2005..
why i choose this?
struggle means strving n trying vry hard to achieve something...
it can b a negative word..
but for me,
it means nvr give up!!
we face many obstacles in our life..
sometimes v feel like wana giv up.
so i choose this..
to remind myself tat i hav to b tough n patient..
but
in fact...
im a totally opposite wit it..


i met a fren in somewhr in the web
wat i remember is,
he mentioned he is looking for business partner..
and left his email add.
so i just added him in my messenger list
and he told me wat his business is about!!