wat to do next??!!

i ve been thinking this question since the 1st day of exam...
am i really like to study?
should i continue?
n until now...
my mind cant stop thinking of this...

during the 1st sem
i edi failed 2 subjjects..
so
i wont hope to failed again
but
when exam comes
i m just the same
i don even do rviosion one day b4 the exam
i think i m like wat chinese like to say:"no medicine can cure"

since i m so lazy to study..
why i go to college for?
for faces?
cuz my mom?
i also don know

last time during high school
i think tat i don like those account principles n commerce thg
n i 'l ok if i study the thgs i like
but now..
i m worse..