to do list

here's sumthg tat i wana do..

1) buy a W595 cellphone
2) get a driving license
3) buy a new violin
4) travel to somewhere
(singapore 2009, taiwan when i graduate DIPLOMA)
5) keep fit..i ve always been fat...
6) b hardworking in study...

let's see
the 1st 4 need MONEY...
when i look at this list..
i hav thgs to worry again...

wat to do next??!!

i ve been thinking this question since the 1st day of exam...
am i really like to study?
should i continue?
n until now...
my mind cant stop thinking of this...

during the 1st sem
i edi failed 2 subjjects..
so
i wont hope to failed again
but
when exam comes
i m just the same
i don even do rviosion one day b4 the exam
i think i m like wat chinese like to say:"no medicine can cure"

since i m so lazy to study..
why i go to college for?
for faces?
cuz my mom?
i also don know

last time during high school
i think tat i don like those account principles n commerce thg
n i 'l ok if i study the thgs i like
but now..
i m worse..

haaiizzzz

it's been almost a "decade" since the last post..
haha
i m so lazy
n evry time when i hav sumthg to share
my laptop isnt wit me

this feb i m busying wit earning extra money
n of cuz
i wont let go the chance of having fun

i m really a foolish person
i cant go to genting wit my frens actually
no one wil stop me from doing tat
but don know why
i jus suddenly feel like don wana go
haizz
so sorry
i felt like i bu she de hua qian
stupid !!

so this month
i spend almost my evryday in saxon
10 30 pm reach thr to prepare tea break for children
then 1 pm cook lunch for teen station
haha
u must think tat this is an "aunty job"
but
hey, it's not simple
the food musnt b tasting bad..
u know children nowadays eat nice food currently
but
of cuz not me a lone cooking
stil got vanessa
then afternoon we teach tuition lo
it's happy cuz

we can gain money n experience at the same time

心乱如麻

i m actually vry worry bout my final exam..
i failed 2 subjects last sem( don look down on me ya):-D
but i m thinking of:
this month only four days for exam
and other days i 'l just stay at home n become a pig..
so i struggled..
if i take the task for the kindergarten..
it might affect saxon...n my exam
but
at least i went for today
..
it is located at sri kembangan
today was the 1st day of school
and so they carried out orientation
and i handle the 6 years old class..
overall is stil ok
no one cries.
cuz they r trained..

so ,
for this month...
i'll busy with cafe( creating new menu)
busy with exam
busy with Chinese New Year
n try to suit myself to the kindergarten...

exam coming...time packed

continue wit the last post...
i eventually met my former best fren(shi yeong)
not saying tat v r not best fren now
but compare to last time, when v r in form 2
we r not tat close now..

v chat in msn
n i asked
when wil she hav singing competition?
and she says she joining!!
oh..!! i m surprised
n so i watched her competition
and wit this
we get connected

n v also chat bout current n future events
after all
she wants to come to my music school!!
it's a happy thing to me!!
i can see my fren more often!
and last saturday
she came to register n enroll for classes!

Sunday,
i went to fotang to help the general cleaning
so i spent my whole sunday thr
n at night
i got a call from sister wen yun
she says her fren which is a headnistress of a kindergarten
needs a teacher for ergen..
n so
i take this task...

Lazy

no post for almost 3 weeks
when i got somthg to write..
i m not wit my laptop, n not at home..
when i m wit them
i got nothg to write...

thgs had happened in 3 weeks
Christmas...
New Year..
Gathering...(more than 3 gathering u know!>)

ok
let's describe christmas first..
well
i m not a christian
so my family don celebrate x'mas
since i was born
but this year..
i got quite a special christmas..
it's in Saxon, my music school
Vanessa n i were the cook for this party..
look at the cake..i bake it wit love..

For gathering
one is with hann n chyng
on 29th Dec 2008\
wat makes this day so special?
cuz this is the 1st anniversary for knowing each other from National Service
nothg special actually
all v did is just chat..
n eat
n think a lot of crazy plan
but at last
i let go their aeroplane...

2nd gathering
30th dec 2008
this day?
haha
it's actually a gathering wit my lovely sister-hanshen
he eventually came from terengganu...term break
so 11 of us meet up
it's so hard to get this chance...

~to b continue~

Finally..

It's 2009!!
many ppl wil wish each othet Happy New Year!!
But wish is just wish
v r not God
thgs r not control in our hand.

Count down events had been carried out..
but bad thgs happened...
In Thailand( if not mistaken)
thr's an incident n caused an accident finally...
a pub explode suddenly
...
In Malaysia, Bukit Bintang
fighting case..
is this a really Happy New Year?